Reborn again

I want to be reborn again. Not just in the cliché form but truly reborn. Reborn again. I want to have all my sleeping schedules organized again, I want to lay down with a clean, clear mind, I want to live the perfect love story with myself, I just... Want to be reborn. Close my eyes, fall asleep with a smile and not have to worry about anything else. Why do we have to spend all of our lives doing what will supposedly add up us more - more intelligence, more knowledge, more beauty, more wisdom, more freedom, more power to choose, more... Everything? - and be all stressed out about it, instead of just... I don't know, do not feel the pressure? I don't want to feel the pressure. Am I weak because of that? Okay, whatever. But... Not feeling the pressure only makes us less heavier, happier, stronger. And I want to feel lighter; to be stronger again. I just want... To be happy. 

I want to be reborn again. Not just in the cliché form but truly reborn. Reborn again. I want to have all my sleeping schedules organized again, I want to lay down with a clean, clear mind, I want to live the perfect love story with myself, I just...