The message

I was never the popular one. I was never the one with the expensive clothes or accessories. I was never the one with the best look (or one of the bests) and I was never the one that knew everyone in school and had lots of friends. And you know what I mean with friends: that kind of friends that are there no matter what, that like to talk to you with the heart and not with the insignificant conversations that can confuse someone and make them think that it’s real friendship. I was never (and I’m never) the one who speaks too much, the one who is seen everywhere by everybody. Does it make sense? I’m just writing in English, because… I feel that it’s easier to make everything come out. I am not playing the victim role, not at all. I am doing this to share a message. My message. The message where I say that I used to feel very bad about all the great things that I wasn’t. I cried a lot and I didn’t want to come out of bed. BUT NOW, I don’t feel bad about it anymore. Of course I want to feel beautiful and I feel insecure sometimes. But now, I realize that all that pain was part of the path to find out who I am. I am still finding out. And it’s not easy. It’s not easy for anyone find out who they are. But everything is part of the plan. I will never be the popular one. I will never be the one who speaks too much. I will always look strange to someone. I can’t blame them for that. But that’s just who I am. I can’t change it. And I don’t want to change it. I observe everything and everyone that’s around me. I think about it. And I try to learn with it. Everything is part of the plan. Just live it.